I don’t like being here anymore. on Tumblr, I mean. this place creatively stifles me, I’m repeatedly stalked by rando motherfuckers who I have beef with that’s over 2-4 years old just because they can’t get the hell over me or grow the hell up, and I’ve been having WAY more fun – and creating way better work – plotting, writing, and fucking around on discord and f-list ( I know, right? weird place for good, nonsexual writing, but believe it or not I’ve been having a fantastic time. very reactive and surprisingly respectful crowd, if you find the right sort of people ).
this RPC is dying and I’m sick of being here. it depresses me and kills my muses to be here. they’re alive and well in my head, but the second I open up this godforsaken website, on Any blog, I’m just … flatlining. I’m out of it. I’m jaded, I’m disenchanted, I’m whatever word you wanna use for this – I’m done. Tumblr fucking sucks me. it’s sucked me for a long time, now, and I’ve done everything I can to try and curate my online experience in a positive fashion, revive the RPC piece by piece, and make this place more fun for myself, but … it isn’t working anymore. every time this RPC gives me a little bit of hope, that high is dashed, either by a return in the lack of interest / activity or some jackfuck that thinks they know Anything about me and my friends.
I’m out. peace. bye bye. if you love and care about your characters I suggest you consider doing the same, because while the Tumblr RPC may very well foster creativity in some people … it isn’t doing it for me. more and more I find my friends leaving and being happier for it. migrating elsewhere. I’m doing the same.
my storylines built with my closest friends – especially grendoc’s plot and the universe we’ve built around it – aren’t going anywhere, I promise. they’re probably going to be repurposed into more professionally presented fanfic and posted over AO3 or, at the very least, put on Pillowfort in a more readable format … if you prefer reading threads to reading fanfic, a lot of it’s already up there, so feel free to take a gander at that.
my Pillowfort is Grendel, my f-list is Grendel, my FurAffinity is Grendoc, my AO3 is Grendoc, and my discord is grendel#4443 – again, I am still very much active, I very much have muse, and I very much wish to develop stories and write with the people I’ve partnered and befriended on this site! I’m not leaving the internet, I’m just navigating to other areas of it that are more receptive to the kind of work I’ve been wanting to create. please feel free to add me, watch me, follow me, whatever – elsewhere. nothing I’ve built here has to die off just because I’ve made the decision to archive my Tumblr blogs.
see you around, wolf.
bleh, sorry again about lack of activity. school, work, sickness, whatever, it’s all kicking my ass. this blog’s gonna go through some reno soon, though – a lot of mine are. majorly. stay tuned.
have a nice day at work honey i love you watch out for my evil power
ok song mchine just happened and now grendel is FULLY awake because his boyfriend is SO fucking cute ,
love really is cooking. cooking for and with your friends is an act of love. cooking for and with your partner is an act of love. cooking for YOURSELF is especially an act of love. the care, the tenderness, and affection??? to nourish not only yourself but the ones you love??? those moments you spend??? god its just love thats all i can say
do you ever become a seething pile of rage bc people misinterpret your character
Hi…he’s chirping.
Wonderful!
soundwaves that cure pain and disease
oh man, that’s the noise that pack ice makes underwater! rad!